Dear diary,
First off i write these to flush my thoughts . I actually do this in real life about real s*** so i said why not do it here too .
We we finally got a victory and a much needed one against the Cleveland Browns. We look more like our old self, forcing turnovers, and having a lot of success running the ball still however, I think there are many things we can approve upon.
1 . Run more run more . run more. I don’t care who the opponent is or what I think is open. I need to run the ball punch every opponent in the mouth like we in the streets. The sad reality is that I won’t be able to dish out any more physical punishment for the rest of my life because of who I am and who i represent . so the only punishment that I’m able to dish is it Madden and the best punishment is gashing a Motherfuckas thro.. i mean defense on the ground .
2. Stop forcing the ball to AT . AT Perry is responsible for six of Lamar‘s eight interceptions on the season and all of them are because I’m throwing the ball up for him to see what he can do. I need to stop that it doesn’t matter if I’m up big and feel like I have the game in hand at the end of the day those bad habits are formed on games or I have a big lead because then I go to them when the game is tight in another game I have to take a more concerted effort to play one way. The championship way . the way that got me to the Super Bowl . Every week and I gotta know that if I do lose the game, I lost a game on my terms, playing my way .
3. Stay muted . I’ve realized more and more. Madden is so much more muted . Not being consumed with responding . My last break I had some of the most fun not checking the chat , searching my name and seeing who had some negative to say about me. Muting takes away the urge to ever wanna check the chat because you can’t respond anyway and I know doing this is great for the few who want me gone . they don’t have to open their discord app and see anything from psycho ke as my homies call me “affectionately” . The chat gets to go back to how It used to be before I pulled up and back to the ol “brotherhood” Hulk Hogan Voice. Not too much slang and references you can’t understand . Have ya fun cowboy I’ll be back in gen chat season 3 to raise h*** again. Only way it will be sooner is if JT tries to twist my arm again so why don’t y’all who got that hate pressure Jt to leave me muted for the season 🤔
4 I gotta keep listening to Bad habit by Steve lacy . That song makes happy .
